but I have been in my own world lately. Today is a very sad day for me sistahs. This is one thing I don’t like when I am in the ‘public eye’. I am a very ‘to myself’ person when it comes to dealing with personal issues (even though it may not seem it at times) .. but I think one of the benefits of being in the ‘public eye’ is that it helps me cope with certain things. We picked up bella over the weekend and she was just scrumptious. TRULY scrumptious. My daughter, Jayden, started having reactions to her.. in terms of her health.. although she is deemed to be completely hypoallergenic, I could not risk the health of my little one.. so after falling in love HARD. and I mean REALLY HARD, Ryan and I made the decision to send her back to her mommy and daddy where she will be happier. We are truly devastated about this. My children don’t know yet but I just could not risk anything and the longer I would have kept her, the more traumatized we all would have felt. Does this even make sense? I feel like a rotten person.. I feel horrible. I am very sad today. I promise in the next coupla days, I will hopefully feel better about all of this (I am not thinking so) but I just had to share since all my sistahs have been emailing me about what the outcome of Bella was.
In comemoration (sp?) of Bella, I would like to devote this stamp to her!
mwah! from a very sad sistah